I want to kill myself. I plan to buy a scalpel, and then insert it into my heart inside my left chest.
There are two group of people, however, I do not know how to put down from my heart. One is my family, and the other is my private tutoring students.
I love you, my dear tutoring students and my family members. I love you but I am really tired. Without teaching math, solving math problems, I do not know what is fun in my life.
I am sorry, all of my school students. I am indeed sorry to leave you at the moment before you take your college entrance exam. I am sorry because I am too weak to stay with you.
As you know, I am still alive. This is a suicide plan that happened in my mind only when I'm sleeping. Ha.
