My lovely cloudy cloudy cloud sky.

My lovely cloud,

Love you forever,

Cloudy weather.

Love you as always,

please be yourself forever.

Do not bother...

Friend to eat meals is just friends suitable to eat meals together.

Do not bother each other.

F*ck off.

Just go,  let your ganger help you.  Its good and gentler than me.

Dont ask me for help.  F*ck off.

Check, Chia.

I love kids and my students.

You aren't,  you are just a fake kid.

You are not a cheater, but you are "calculating" on me.

I do not like you,  cheater.

yoyo

May be stay as friend is much better than to be closer.

Just see you as a beautiful picture than a sculpture.

Yo is another Max.

The same, yet not better. Do you want to do more exercise? No. No more exercise. Full of myself, don't want others.

Pao-yo

Hey, Cat-Mao. Thank you for give me pleasure for such a long time. I know you regard me as just-a-pao-yo.  I have to thank you for your just-in-time pleasure. Bye. My love.

Finally, I just find out that I did not love you so much. Not as much as I imagined. I just regard you as a pao-yo, too. Bye. My sweet heart.

PCC.....

To PCC(PYC), I used  to love you.

As people say "Friends may not be forever."

I am trying to leave you far far away.

Bye, trying to be no connections.

Bye PCC, bye.

I will not love you.

At most what I love is just your hands.

Yes. Just parts of your body.

Quit SpEd.

I Will Quit the section chief of SpEd in this summer. Be a normal and good teacher of math.

Tools have to be examined all the time.

Brl is unreliable, do trust it too much, do even trust it. Tool is to use, do not always trust it. You have to review it, sometimes.

Wa Chou....

F**k ur c**, just a part-time job. Not a big deal... F***.

Jw is UnTruesty...

Jw would betray you. It is untrusty. Do not rely nor trust it!!!

YXAM ....

Only physical, no mental, bye.

I want to leave more time on my lecture notes.

UnTrusted...

you are not good enough. bye. a+b != c.

I do not love you.

Finally, I know that I do not love you. I love nothing but myself, not anyone else. Thank you to let me realize this fact. Thank you my friend. I love you, my friend, but not that kind of love you thought.

Fuck you, the fucking mdudaj...

Fuck you, the fucking mdudaj...

Yap .... NmN.

Yap, No means No.

Once after I decided not to love you, it is a big release. My life is new and free from bad emotion. My life becomes simple. Thank you for not allowing me to love you too much.

World without me....

Without me, the world will still be okay, maybe even better. Maybe I will not be able to enjoy the rest of my life, but ................ so what. What the f*cking world it is.

Good people being bullied.

There is nothing to say.

Numb.

I do not like to interact with real people, especially those like to talk about my private things.

White snow...

It is cold in these days. Falling snows somewhere. Wind and snows, I like it. Just like your hairs, white snow. I came, I saw, I conquered.

Deleting your picture.

Don't love means "don't love." I don't love you. And ... I know that you don't love me. So ... Let's come back to original status of us. Normal relationship. I won't say "love you", and will not love you in the future. Let us become just friends.

Past......

White-Justice don't make me love you. I may indeed love you.

So what...

I am not perfect, but so what. I have already tried to do my best. If this does not satisfy you, then I have no other way. Damn you.

Good night, and ... bye.

Good night, and ... bye. I will not love you form now on. You two are the same. I will not put you in the situation you do not like. I will not put me in the situation that makes me sad. So ... I have to stop loving both of you. Although you do not know each other, you are in the same place in my heart. From now on, I just want to say good night and good bye.

Am I so hard to be found? Haven't I give you any clue where I am? Didn't I give you any message. Why won't you just call me or send a message by phone. Why will you put me into such an embarrassing situation. Bye.

Trust no one.

The only one you can trust in is yourself. The only one you can love forever is still yourself. The only one who will never betray you is yourself. Do not trust anyone except yourself.

Cough...

Cough to bleeding, am I dying?

Narcissism

I love myself so much...

One day if ...

One day if I died of too busy, it will be what I want, to be exhausted. If I die, I will be able to sleep.

Drupal...

Using Drupa at that site l, I can make time saved, read more math books, and write more docs by using LaTeX.

Teaching in cram schools.

How about going to cram schools to teach ... Maybe in next year ...

In my mind...

I don't want to kill myself, now. I want to kill you. An earthquake just happened here in my mind. I love you, hence I want to kill you.

the little evil dreams...

Sometimes, while thinking about the little evil dreams I've achieved, thinking about the things and stuffs I already have, I would show a happy smile.

Suicidal thoughts...

I want to die. This is really strange, I have recently been thinking to commit suicide. Obviously, all of the things can be handled and solved. I can overcome the short-term suicidal thoughts. But it is still in my mind. Besides my tutoring student and my family, I have nothing to yearn for live.

ref. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_methods

2 skills...

I am relatively good at two things: mathematics and computers.

dummy...

He is a model student and a dummy. He do exercise everyday. He do not drink beverages. He is a vegetarian. He is not real.

P2P softwares.

I always dream about the power of P2P softwares. It's a kind of software that may hide your real ip and give you the power to communicate/share resources with anonymous people. Apps are connected via networks. Mind/resources are reused via sharing. It looks like a big flea market without paying any money to get something that may surpises you. It's a dream in my mind. I do not know when it may come to real.

Mask

People like to live with all different kind of masks. We mask our true thought and feel comfortable while not showing our real meaning. You smile when you want to cry. People feel your poker face while you are not so numb.

Suicude plan...

I want to kill myself. I plan to buy a scalpel, and then insert it into my heart inside my left chest.

There are two group of people, however, I do not know how to put down from my heart. One is my family, and the other is my private tutoring students.

I love you, my dear tutoring students and my family members. I love you but I am really tired. Without teaching math, solving math problems, I do not know what is fun in my life.

I am sorry, all of my school students. I am indeed sorry to leave you at the moment before you take your college entrance exam. I am sorry because I am too weak to stay with you.

As you know, I am still alive. This is a suicide plan that happened in my mind only when I'm sleeping. Ha.

From wish master...

Is this what you want? Yes, it is. You don't have to kill yourself, cause you are a walking dead. Ha! Congratulations, you are what you want to be. Next time, think carefully before you make a wish.

The Significance of Busy.

Do you wanna suicide? Try to make yourself become very busy, just like a slow suicide. Before you indeed become dead blood, let life show its residual value.

Scorpio's mystery.

I do not like those who have too many curiosities, especially whose curiosities were directed at me. I do not like Gemini's curiosity, that make me feel difficult to stay in mystery.

Encountered vicious dog.

Even the country's top leaders have not been 100 percent of the vote, why should I care about those who do not agree with me then.

While you go on the road, if a dog suddenly jump out and bite you, you do not need to bite it back. All you have to do is to contact its owner and call the police.

Life it is.

No matter how unhappy you are, there are always people more miserable than you.

Care for children.

Remember that you should be concerned about the children, pay attention to their behavior. Often communicate with them, to understand their thinking.

Learn a little everyday.

Life will become even more rich and meaningful, if we can spend some time to learn little by little in our daily lives.

Keep smiling.

Always remember to keep smiling, no matter whom you face likes you or not. Do not be influenced by other people, always remember to hold a good mood.

Make it clear.

Don't punish yourself for others' faults.

You want to make others perfect, but finally make yourself crazy. Why doing such a stupid thing?

Sometimes you don't have to think too much, just open your mind. Take it easy.

Money can not buy everything.

Money can buy a good quality of life.

As for the other non-material things, it is necessary to use other things to get the exchange.

Life is simple.

What is life?

Should life be so painful?

In fact, life is not so painful.

Life is far more simpler than what it is in your imagination.